Mourning 😔


I LOST YOU FOREVER, hon. It's been weeks but everything still seem surreal. My heart aches. It's excruciating. 

A lot of people have been telling me that God has a plan. But for someone who lost someone so dear, it's just so hard to accept such a plan. Why do I need to loose you this early? Why does our kids need to experience not having you around? 

I miss you so much, hon. I haven't imagine my life not having you around. 

If only we can turn back the hands of time, Hon. 

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