Another angel gained in heaven

It hasn't been a year when we lost our baby, AJ but yet another angel was needed in heaven. 

We were just celebrating your birthday in the afternoon and in the evening, I rushed Jay to the emergency room. The moments prior to that was very traumatic, even the kids so what happened. 

Jay spent weeks in the ICU. There was nothing I can do but pray and hope that the heaven hear our prayers. But I guess another angel was badly needed in heaven, and it had to be you. We lost you on January 26. 

Up to this day, I still can't accept the fact that you are no longer with us. It's just so painful, so surreal. 

I hope you feel what I feel. I miss you so much. 

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