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Trying so hard to be okay, hon pero ang hirap at ang sakit talaga. It's painful not being with you. I want to be with you. I miss you so much it pains me. It's been one month since your passing pero parang kahapon lang.
TWO MONTHS IN HEAVEN
Hon, it's been two months but the pain remains the same. I always picture that dreaded day until now. I always wished you coming home to us. I miss everything about you. Your silly jokes, your laugh, your hugs, yung pangungulit mo sa akin sa umaga, ung paghatid mo sa akin sa lobby ng office ko at ung pag-kiss mo sa cheeks ko every time maghihiwalay na tayo. I also miss the times when I can just talk to you about how my day went and how you will always have your ways to calm me down when I am so stressed and anxious. I miss the times when I go home and you'll be the first person to meet me and carry the things I have with me. I miss kahit ung mga hindi maganda na minsan kinakapikon ko... I would give anything just to have more days, years with you, hon. I am no longer excited about the weekends coz I am always reminded of the days we use to spend with the kids. We were so contented just staying at home and watch movies all day. Just being together is all the matters. It...