41 days

As of writing, it has been 41 days since you were laid to rest, hon. Time flew too fast. I still feel the same heartache since Day 1 including the days you were in the ICU. 

Hon, I will never be the same without you. You may see me smile from heaven but hon, I assure it will not be the same smile. 

I miss you every single day. Trying to live... for our kids until the day they won't be needing me anymore. I can't wait to be with you again, hon. 

I love you, hon will all my heart. With all of me. Please grant my wish that I get to see you in my dreams... please?