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Hon, 

It's been rough. I still cry whenever I think about you. A bit emotional because it's gonna be a month on Friday since we lost you.  I really wish that you are here with me...us. 🥺 Protect and guide our family. Guide and encourage me whenever I feel alone & weak. I'll try my best hon, for the kids and to fulfill our dreams for them. Just give me signs whenever I feel discouraged and hopeless so I'd still feel your presence and that you are with us. 

I didn't get to say thank you for all the wonderful years we had one last time (but I know you know how I feel), how I hoped we had more. Thank you for loving me unconditionally. 

For all eternity. 

Love, 

Hon